Thursday, June 18, 2009

Preparing to meet my Inner Child


Today I make a commitment to my inner child who has been waiting and getting very impatient with me. Being always a rather stubborn person, I've fought this knowing that I need to make time for her for over a couple of years. I had stumbled upon this realization after a bout with depression that left me feeling frightened and lonely. I remember those feelings so well and I was dreaming of those feelings and realized when i first felt them was when I was a small child!
There is that very famous saying that comes to mind.
"You must know where you are to know where you're going"
It is time........
So today I set my first appt to begin working with Mary Hoffman.
To learn more about Mary or her work Visit her Website.
I invite you to follow along each week as I share my first hand experience with this process and working with Mary.
I have known deep down that I HAD TO DO THIS WORK!!! I guess the fear and trepidation of discovery was too intense a year ago when Mary first offered to share this work with me. But now I finally feel ready. So to come to completion with this particular journey I need to go back and connect with that beautiful little girl that needed to be loved, wanted and held and who got lost in the drama of the adults around her. I want to let her know I am here, and that she is finally safe to look around and enjoy this amazing place where we have landed! Thursday June 19th 2009 11:35am

I begin the work next week Friday June 26th 2009. just before my 47th birthday.....I can see myself as a teenager in my minds eye.............saying "about bloody time Paula !"

This blog is going to be my place to come to journal and share my journey with others. I'm very hopeful ,and happy to have finally made a real commitment to do this and to put my past in the past, and to live my present in the present and to look forward to my future. I invite you to come along with me as I meet and free my Inner Child.